Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Today


Today I leave a chapter of my life behind. Today I look back and smile at the fun and joy it brought me, all the fond memories, all the good times (there are many.) Today I wish the best for him because he is a good man and I hope he is doing well. Today I am proud of myself for standing up, taking a chance, believing in ME. Today I admire my strength to push my way through all the conflict, turmoil and angst, never losing focus on the what I knew was the right thing to do. Today I still have no regrets, even though I lost friends I loved as if they were my own family. Today I feel blessed to have the family and friends that surround me and got me to this point. Today I feel accomplished and brave and empowered. Today is a new day, a new chapter that I thought would never get here, not with me in one piece anyway. Today is my independence day. Today only one man holds my heart, and I feel overwhelmed by my love for him and our son. Today I am back to being a Cretikos.

2 comments:

  1. Skillet, you have always been a Cretikos to the core! And you are an amazing wonderful person--don't you ever forget it! :)

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  2. Babe i just read this and i'm crying at my desk... i'm so proud of you for being so strong and being so true to yourself. We all believe in you and your future and we are the ones that are blessed to be a part of it. i love you babe xo

    -lexi

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